You’ve been acting awful tough lately… smoking a lot of cigarettes lately. But inside, you’re just a little baby.
It’s okay to say you’ve got a weak spot. You don’t always have to be on top.
Better to be hated, than love, love, loved for what you’re not.
I can’t help but attribute these lyrics to the onset of the impostor feeling of adult life. Apparently I sometimes come across as calculating, pragmatic and have even been described as being ‘bossy’. I don’t necessarily smoke, but I have been photographed “vaping” (it was my birthday, enjoyed as part of a fantastic concoction courtesy of a bar called ‘The Bump Caves’ in London). It’s funny because as a teenager, I was definitely the more quiet and shy type who apparently always seemed to be “away with the fairies”.